I will restore what has been lost

Today as I sat with God I was overcome with emotion when I heard the words -

I will restore what has been lost, My child.

I felt a wave of grief move through me. In a crowded room I just allowed the tears to pour down my face, unashamedly, as I handed over to God all the unresolved guilt, shame, fear, unworthiness and self hatred I had been holding onto towards myself and my life. 

A grief for the life I thought I would have at this stage of my life but has not been. 

A grief for the lost years of businesses and relationships that never became what I thought they would. 

A grief for the dreams and desires that never came to pass. 

A grief for having spent years in toxic and less than ideal situations and relationships.

A grief for the way I have mistreated my body and taken my life for granted. 

A grief for lost family and friendships and heartache. 

It all poured out of me and in that space I felt the healing love, peace and presence of God as He held me and told me that it was time to let the past go, that anything and everything that was never truly planted in God was being uprooted, dissolved and removed so moving forward I would be planted in God’s soil and what the Creator has ultimately designed and created me for. 

I heard God say - 

All that never came to be was a blessing for it was never truly planted in what I had designed and created you for and was never truly planted in Me and the path and gifts I have for you. Know My child that nothing is ever truly lost but what was once broken will be restored in the glory of Me and the love I have for you. Trust. Remember. All is well. 

In that space I just surrendered. I felt the shame, guilt, fear, unworthiness, self hatred, anger and resentments leave my spirit and be replaced with the love, peace, purpose and presence of the One who had created me.  

So I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten,
The crawling locust,
The consuming locust,
And the chewing locust,
My great army which I sent among you. You shall eat in plenty and be satisfied,
And praise the name of the Lord your God,
Who has dealt wondrously with you;
And My people shall never be put to shame. Then you shall know that I am in the midst of Israel:
I am the Lord your God
And there is no other.
My people shall never be put to shame.

(Joel 2:25-32)

Where in your life have you been holding onto unresolved shame and grievances towards yourself, your life, others and our world? 

Where have you been believing that all is lost and you cannot be restored? 

Ask God to show you what no longer serves you, what you no longer need to carry, what poisons your spirit so you can hand it over and be restored in the love, peace, purpose and provision God created you for.

As a great Saint taught me once - nothing is ever truly lost. 

What was once broken can be restored.

What was once lost can be found.

What was once unmanifested can be manifested.

It won’t always look how you thought it would look for God’s vision, ideas, creativity, love, joy and peace that He desires to pour through you is far greater and bigger than our limited human perspective. 

We just have to allow ourselves to be a willing vessel. 

To trust and to know that what was once broken, lost or destroyed that in its place something far greater than what we thought or could even imagine can take its place.

Trust

Remember 

All is well

I love you.

Yours in Christ,

Ellen xoxo 

P.S I have a new masterclass coming out called Restored in God’s glory. A 2 part immersion where the Holy Spirit will bring forth healing messages and energy to remove the fear, darkness, anxiety, worries, guilt, shame, unworthiness, etc., that’s been placed on your life, to strip it all back to the core of who you are in God - LOVE and LOVED- who is here to bring forth beautiful and abundant things into this world. 

It’s time to become a vessel of God’s glory in other words God’s love, joy, peace, beauty, creativity and inspiration that not only benefits your life but the lives of others. 

An immersion where you’ll be restored and set free into the life God created you for and shown the vision God has on your life that is far bigger and more expansive than our limited perspective. 

This is a donation base investment so if you would like to receive this masterclass bundle you can DM me for enrolment link or email me at ellen@ellendivineministries.com