My Story

G’day gorgeous, 

I’m Ellen, a disciple of Jesus Christ on a mission to help people, particularly women, to heal the God wounds and to create lives of love, peace, purpose and provision in Christ (a.k.a. The Highest Love of God).

I wasn’t always a disciple of Jesus, in fact I used to think Jesus = toxic patriarchal religion, dodgy priests, boring egoic churches, misogyny and a God who hates women, how wrong I was. 


My God wounds led me to working the better part of a decade as a spiritual entrepreneur, healer and teacher in the New Age which eventually led me to walking down the path of witchcraft and the occult which I didn’t realise that was what I’d been doing till Jesus pulled me out of it all in late 2023. 

Sometimes you don’t know you’ve been living in darkness till you’ve been pulled into the light. 

Since Jesus unexpectedly turned up late one night in my home, my whole world has been turned upside down for the best. Jesus has delivered me from demonic oppression, and satanic delusion and as a result, it freed me from PTSD, religious trauma, fears, unworthiness, resentments, unforgiveness, worries and anxieties and opened my eyes to see that God is not a patriarchal sky lord bully who hates, demonises, oppresses, judges and persecutes women but seeks to love, heal and restore ALL of His children into their original blueprint and design of LOVE. 

Jesus showed me that God is bigger than any pronoun, label, religion, church, belief system or dogma created by man and that God’s Spirit and love (Christ) resides WITHIN YOU awaiting to blossom forth, to lead you, guide you, support you, heal you but most of all LOVE you into a life of peace, joy, truth, purpose and provision in the Most High. 

I pray that this space brings healing to your heart and awakens you to the incredible love that your Creator has for you in the form of Jesus. 

Know that God loves you, desires for you to know of His love for you and that no matter where you’re at, what you’ve done, what you’ve been going through, nothing, and I mean NOTHING, can stop or separate you from God’s love. 

"For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

(Romans 8:38-39) 

I also want to say that walking a life with Jesus at your side is not religious, stuffy or boring but filled with an incredible amount of love, joy, laughter, peace, creativity, freedom and a beautiful intimacy with God that will fill your whole world with light. 

Trust. Remember. All is well 

All my love, 

Yours in Christ,

Ellen xoxo


  • Thank you, Ellen, for helping me to know that I am worthy of receiving God's love, support and provision.

    Vanessa, Australia

  • Your messages have helped to heal religious trauma, and open my heart to God, who is love and who loves me!

    Jess, Brazil

  • Wow! Thank you, Ellen, for helping me to live in the love and abundance of God who is my provision in all things.

    Sharon, USA

  • Ellen, your work has helped me to heal and come home to God after many years lost and confused, thank you!

    Margaret, Australia



My child, may you abide in My love for you so you may come to know that only LOVE is what I have for you.

-God-