How Jesus Freed Me From Demonic Oppression & New Age
I’ve walked on both sides of the fence. I know what it feels like to be on the New Age side and being told by Christians that my work was evil/demonic/wrong.
It would hurt.
I would feel confused.
I thought I was helping people.
I cared about people and had a good heart.
I just couldn’t understand why Christians, followers and disciples of Jesus had such an issue with those of us who were in the New Age/Witches/Occult.
Weren’t we all trying to have a relationship with God in our own way?
I was wrong.
In 2023, Jesus came into my life and pulled me out of the New Age, witchcraft and the occult.
It was confronting and at times a brutal process as Jesus pulled out all the darkness in me that I had unknowingly opened myself up to in the New Age and revealed to me that I had in fact been living under demonic oppression and satanic delusion.
That the “spirits” I’d been calling on, opening doors to and welcoming into my home for chats and cups of tea did not have my best interests at heart.
I’ve been delivered from so much thanks to Jesus that the freedom, love and peace I now have and experience in God pales into comparison to anything I experienced in the New Age.
The thing is with my journey into the New Age it started off as all love n light but looking back now my path over time actually became darker.
It was a path that eventually led me into witchcraft and the occult, giving my power away to external sources, spirits and things instead of resting in the heart, power and guidance of God who resided within my own inner being.
I found over time working in the New Age I became more depressed, anxious and on edge. I felt the pressure that it was all on me to “save the world,” to try and heal and fix all “my stuff”, that I had to look and be a certain way in order to make money or be “successful”, it was all about glorifying the big me me me (ego). Believing everything was on me and that my healing, guidance and power was in cards, crystals and angels. Things outside of me.
The final thing that happened that I now believe was the straw that broke the camels back was when these so called “spirits” then told me to do ayahuasca and micro dosing mushrooms, saying this would help to “fix me”, so I willingly complied. Even though psychedelics had always terrified me.
Though the initial experience of doing ayahuasca was an incredible spiritual experience, I found there was a price to pay.
For two years afterwards, I started to experience chronic panic attacks, nightmares, night terrors, seeing patterns playing over my eyes in the night, and having dark entities attack me even in the middle of the day. Being pulled into pits of fire and screaming women.
I couldn’t understand what was happening to me.
I was living in my own little house of horrors and I didn’t tell anyone. I suffered in silence for almost 2 years. I struggled big time. Just the idea of anything spiritual or doing anything spiritual started to fill me with terror.
I didn’t know what was wrong with me.
I went to counseling and I was diagnosed with PTSD but that couldn’t explain the daily horror I was living under and the attacks I experienced daily.
It was getting to a point where I couldn’t function, I couldn’t do business, I couldn’t maintain friendships or work properly, it was like I was slowly being suffocated.
Till Jesus moved in.
I will NEVER EVER forget the day He moved in and commanded ayahuasca, mushrooms, and the demonic to move out, and I remember as Aya was being pulled out of me, she was laughing, saying, “Oh, but we had so much fun together.”
Jesus wasn’t laughing and pulled her out. The relief and freedom I felt was palpable.
Jesus then continued to deliver me of so much darkness you have no idea.
The results….
PTSD resolved
Panic and anxiety attacks gone
Nightmares gone
Demonic attacks gone
House of horrors burnt to the ground
Love
Peace
Joy
Freedom
RESTORED
I honestly whole heartedly 100% now believe Jesus is God who is here to love, heal and restore humanity back into their divine blueprint of love and will deliver you from anything that is not of the Most High.
One of the things I also struggled with is that for so long these spirits had convinced me I was a witch, that as a spiritual woman with supernatural gifts I was hated by God that God/Jesus = religion, and women like me were an abomination to God because of our spiritual gifts.
This was a lie of the enemy.
When God removed my identity as a “witch” and broke the demonic strongholds I’d been living under, I came to see that I wasn’t a witch, I was a woman, a child of God who was absolutely loved and adored by the Most High and my spiritual gifts were restored back into the wills and ways of God and back into who God had originally designed and created me to be.
I now understand that when God says He hates witchcraft, it’s not that God hates women or spiritually gifted women with a love for God’s natural world but the practice of doing spells, rituals, incantations, manipulating forces, controlling things, card reading, etc., opens doors to lower demoniac forces and keeps God’s children stuck in the lower elemental and demoniac forces of this world when there is a higher power, truth and experience in God beyond this.
I never used to understand when I’d see people leaving the New Age/Witchcraft/Occult for Jesus. I just thought they’d turned into some religious nut.
Now I know better because I’ve now too been pulled out of it into the light and now have clear open eyes to see that the New Age/Witchcraft/Occult is dark energy and I apologise and repent from the bottom of my heart if any of my previous works led you down these paths.
But know there is freedom, healing and liberation in Christ (the Highest love of God) which manifests itself in the form of Jesus whose name means God saves.
And you can call on Him anytime. For He loves you and seeks to restore you in the love, peace and truth that your Creator has for you.
To listen to my story of Jesus pulling me out of the New Age and all the spiritual paraphernalia, you can listen to it here on my podcast show -
https://podcasts.apple.com/au/podcast/living-a-life-in-god/id1659162791?i=1000683719525
All my love,
Yours in Christ,
Ellen xoxo
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